: Mindset Monday: "The Divine Nine" - Ancestral Healing & Divine Purpose | Numerology & Soul Contracts

Welcome to the Season of Self Love Podcast, the Season of Healing Intentionally. I am your host, Naomi Banks, and I am so glad that you are here. This season, we are slowing down to go deeper. Every Monday and Wednesday, we're creating a space of intentional healing, authentic conversations, and the kind of self love that transform from the inside out. This podcast is brought to you by as Naomi and Elevate Me Self Discovery. Well, we believe that loving yourself intentionally is a foundation of true transformation. So whether you're on your own journey of rebirth, navigating life transitions, we're simply choosing yourself. This is your safe space. So get comfort, grab your favorite beverage, and let's heal together intentionally because you deserve to embrace. That beautiful person that you are. Now, let's get started, all right, Ember for the people, we welcome back to this season the Ziphlove Podcast. I'm your host, Namibanks, and it is Mindset Monday. Well, you know we are in the heart of now. You know we are in the heart of Stepping into Authenticity month. And if you've been on this journey with me, you know that this has been a month of revelation, of transformation and just deep, deep healing. Y'all know, last week was my birthday, and you know what happened. I turned forty fifty three. Look at me forty three. I turned fifty three. And with that I released a full soundtrack to call. The Soundtrack of the Rebirth is an album of twenty two tracks. And the response that y'all have given me is so amazing. I thank you for the messages. I thank you for the phone calls. The family is listening now, but all of it just you know, giving me message and let me know they're touching your lives. And the live show last Tuesday was just amazing. Right now, I feel overwhelmed of gratitude. But today we're going deeper. We're going into a territory that's going to connect you to something bigger than yourself, something ancient and something divine. I want you to go back, and I want y'all to remember. The last Wednesday, Kanika Vesdeva came in, came into the show, and she taught us about the Acostic records and soul contracts Remember, and she shared how her daughter's soul made an agreement with her before birth to wake her up if she was wasting her time. You see, that hit me so hard because I realized we all have soul contracts, we all have agreements that we made before we came here, and sometimes our pain is actually our purpose trying to get our attention. Well, today's episode is about divine timing, numerology, and aescestal healing. It's about understanding that you didn't just randomly end up here, that you were marked, that you were chosen, and that you have a divine assignment. And if you are listening right now, it's not by accident. So let's do this. Let's ground ourselves before we go deep, all right, all right, So if you can just get comfortable right now in this moment, all right, and take a deep breath, then no releases slowly. Now this next breath, then I want you to breathe in ancestral wisdom and breathe out generational pain. And I want you to breathe in divine purpose and breathe out confusion. And listen, I want you to breathe in the presence of those who came before you and breathe out the doubt. I want you to feel them, their grandmother, your grandfather, your great great grandmother who you never met, but. Who is still guiding you. You are their wildest dread. You are the answer to their prayers. Now I want you to whisper to yourself. I am divinely guided. I am exactly where I need to be. Now. I want you to take one more deeperent then, and when you are ready. Jenny, open your eyes. All right, well, welcome back. And if you are new here to this is in a self love podcast. This is something that we do every day, or better yet, every episode. Before we get into the top of your hand, all right, all right, so let me tell you on why today's episode is different. You know again last Wednesday, kn't get she told us something profound. She said that our souls are like apples, and in our current lifetime it's just like there's just one tiny slice of that apple. You know. Our souls have lived thousands of thousands of lifetimes, learning lessons and involving and growing correct and sometimes that pain that we experience in this lifetime is connected to agreements that we made before we came here. She also shared on how her daughter made a soul contract with her. She said, if you're wasting your time. If you're wasting your life, I'll come wake you up and I'll do whatever it takes. I'll do whatever it takes. And when her daughter passed away as a stillborn, Kanika was devastated, but when she assessed the acoustic records, she realized that it wasn't a tragedy. It was a wake up call. It was a divine intervention. And that story shook me because I realized that my explant journey was the same thing. You know. For over twenty years, I've carried breast implants. I carried them. I had two sets, and it was something we all know the story. You all know the story. But for over twenty years, my body was trying to tell me something, but I wasn't listening. I was too busy performing, and I was too busy being the version of myself that I thought the world wanted, until my body said enough, we're done. It's time for you to wake up. So and when I removed those implants, I didn't just remove the silicon. I removed years of silencing my truth, years of not listening, years of abandoning myself. And that was my sole contract. That was my wake up call. Well, today we're talking about divine timing. We're talking about the signs, the numbers, the patterns that keep showing up in your life. We're talking about ancestral healing and the power of understanding your purpose. And we're going to do it through two songs from my album, A Divine Nine. And it's always been so my beautiful people, I want you to buckle up because this is going to be an amazing journey. All right, all right, all right, so let me tell you about the Divine Nine. And if you didn't tune in last week to my Axe Naomi show, that's what I think I talked about a little bit last Wednesday. But this song made my family cry and made me cry like that nice little ugly cry because it's about something I didn't even fully understand until I started writing it. You see, my spiritual my angel number is nine. And now, for years, I knew that that nine was significant because I'll see it everywhere. I was just connected in different places, but I never knew that it connected the dots until I was sitting at my altar a few years ago and spirit whispered to me, you're a nine. You have to represent it now and I was like, okay, but what does that mean? What is that? What does that mean? And so I started paying attention, and y'all, when I tell you the number nine is everywhere in my story, I'm gonna break it down for you, all right. So my father passed away on March fifteenth. March is the well we laid him to rest on March fifteenth. March is the third month of the year. And you add the day three plus one plus five, that's fifteen. One plus five is fifteen I mean plus five equals nine. And then you add the year this year two plus zero plus two plus five equal nine. And then we talk about my birth ear seventh plus two equal nine. Yes, this year I turned fifty three years oh five plus three equal eight. Okay, but that's not nine. But let's just stay with me because the pattern is going to matter. And then I have nine aunties from both my paternal and my maternal size of my family, nine women who shaped me and who poured into me and who made me who I am. And then my name, my name, my legal name, means to be loved. So there's a there's lyrics that I wrote. I said when my mother held me and looked into my eyes for the very first time, she blessed me with the name that declared my purpose to be loved. And to love. In the numerology, the number nine represents completion, wisdom, humanitarianism. Look, I'm just getting so unguetied, and universal love. It's the number of the light worker, the healer, the one who serves. And when I understood that, I realized that I've been marked since birth, not as a joke, not as something random, but as a divine assignment. You know, my father used to drink a lot. He used to drink a lot all of my life. And I remember there was a running joke that I used to have with him when he used to come home from the hospital, come home from rehab, and I said, Daddy, you must think you got nine lives, you know, like a cat. A cat has nine lives. But I didn't know how truly that nine will become truly divine, a divine sign in my life. You see. When I started to write the lyrics to that song, and I remember sitting in my myr teenie room, my black and white room, and I remember sitting there and I remember getting up and I'm looking at my father's obituary. I actually have it, like I'm on a wall in a nice big picture frame, and I remember looking and I saw that March fifteenth, and it was just something just like oh, just just felt just like, oh my god, this is it. This is it. And actually this was my third song that I had written that day, and I was sitting there and I was like, wow, this is it. And as I sat there and I started to write the words, I was just remembering. I started laughing because I said that nine and I said that used to be a joke. That used to be just a running joke with him and I. And then I remember I wrote a poem to him called I've learned I learned. In it, I told him that this legacy will live on in me, that it would live on in me. You know, I wanted to pause for one second because I wanted to shit. It was a really it was a simple poem that I had written to my father and on here and I want to just read it to y'all right now. It says I've learned. I learned a lot of things from you that will truly be passed on to my kids. I learned a lot of things from you. It will be kept just between us two friends. I learned a lot of things from you, what's wrong and what's right. I've learned a lot of things from you, how to love and how to fight. I've learned a lot of things from you all the way through the end. Don't worry, my dearest dad, your legacy would truly live on in me. I love you and mission your daughter. And so when I was standing there at the looking at the picture that I created on the wall, and just looking at the date and understanding that that was nine, it didn't matter what the year was. But also I looked at the poem again, and I'm gonna be honest, I hadn't until that day. I didn't remember the day that we laid my father to rest, but not only that, And I think I shared this with you out before. When my father had actually passed away, we were all in we were all in a hospital room, and at that time, my sister was pregnant. I think she was like maybe six or seven months pregnant at that moment. At that time, and I remember she had went to the bathroom because we were all standing around waiting for them to pull the plug, and my mother wanted to make sure that everybody was there, that all of his children was there, myself, my sister, and my brother. You know, all of my kids were there, all of his siblings were there. He wanted to make sure that everyone was in the room with him when he when he passed away. And so we do this a lot. We started it with my grandfather, is that we was sit around his bed before they pulled the plug on my grandfather, we would sing, you know, a song to him and we would do that. And we had just did that before they pulled the plug and my sister, oh, I gotta go to the bathroom, and so she had left to go to the bathroom and we was just all everybody was still singing and you know, you were talking. And then my mother was like, okay, as time, and so they had pulled the plug. Mind you, my sister was still outside of the room, and I just wanted to share this moment with you all here and to tell you how important song and music was to him, but also to make sure that all of our presence was in that room. And so when they pulled the plug, you started to you know hear the and then you started to hear the and my mom looked around and said, said, where's my sister? She said my sister name, and all of a sudden, do do do do do do, like my father came back to life like until my sister came back in the room, and it was everyone just looked around like, oh my god, like it's this real. But during the whole time, we were, you know, still singing, and he heard my mom said where is my sister? And then she came back in, and you know, we were all standing around holding hands and singing. And then once he realized that we were all there and that she was there with us, then you heard two just like that, just so gentle It was just such a moving thing that, you know, we think once you know our loved ones are you know, are gone in the physical form or anything, but they're still here with us subconsciously, they're still with us in spirit. And for me to witness that, for us to witness that as a family, to know that he knew that his daughter wasn't in the room with us, and so he knew that she wasn't there for his last breath or whatever you want to call it, he brought itself back until she was in presence with us. And so when I tell you about this Divine nine song, as well as my spiritual journey and my spiritual growth and my ancestral wisdom that comes from my family member and my guys, I just love that I'm able to go through this journey right now. But also I just love that I am able to share it with you all. With that, so this song is just not about the numbers. It's about ancestral healing. It's about understanding with that nine number that isn't just mine, but that it's definitely a bloodline, that it was my father, it's my mother's, it's my auntie's, it's the foundation of our soul. So when you listen to this song, I want you to ask yourself what patterns keep showing up in your life? What numbers, what signs? What ancestors are trying to get your attention? All right, all right, my beautiful people, here is Divine nine. Ah oh. Number nine used to be a job back and as. I watched my father drink is life away, I used to say, dear Daddy, you almost think. You got nine love, not knowing in my future none will be my divice son as I think of the day we laid him the rest my shit jee it no matter just the third month of the year they one verse. Five you again. Of the last words I wrote to my father. Was a poemys obit you every harmler, telling him that. His legacy live on me. The seventy two wasn't just a year of my birthyear of my birth. It was the moment that I was marked a humanitarian universal love not understanding as my mother healthy. Looked in my bless me with day that needs sub love fast four. Fifty threes, Yeah, twenty twenty. Five, that divine no still marked on me like it's grave one, like the morning that mark a few years ago. A spiral whispery oh nine, you have to represent a Nelson now as a man the three birth having walked the life I walked. Our where the divine nine bowled down and proud as my ancess winked to nine soul it too. It's funny, how. Possy the number nine, as I was blessed for nine aunties from my but cnal lamb, butternal. Lamb, but cern inside the woman that I definitely comes from those. But I can't forget the mother or the mother to the mother. The that's the foundation so my soul. So if anyone was your. No, it's the none that holds my story, the none that holds my glory. Completion, wisdom. Love came by noe reatten in my by line. The mine's always been. Mm hmm. Breathe. Now what came up for you? Did you feel something shift? Did you feel the present of those who came before you? You see, because here's what I know. Your ancestors are not silent. They are not silent. They are active in your life. They are guiding you, they are protecting you, they are cheering you on. But we always don't pay attention. We always don't pay attention. We are so caught up in the noise of this world, whether it's social media, whether it's the comparison, whether it's the hustle, that we forget to listen. But the signs are there. I'm not sure if it's in a number that keeps showing up for you. I don't know if it's in a dream that you keep having, or maybe it's a name that keeps coming across your path. But I know one thing, it's time to pay attention. It is time to pay attention. You see, Kinikas. She taught us that our souls have lived thousands of lifetimes, and each lifetime we're learning lessons, we're evolving, we're healing generational wounds, and sometimes that work, the work we're doing in this lifetime isn't just for us. It's for everyone who came before us and everyone who will come after us. So when I removed my breast implants, I wasn't just healing myself. I was breaking a generationial cycle of silencing my truth, of abandoning my body, of performing instead of living. So when I stand in my power now, when I stand in my power now, I'm not just standing for me. I'm standing for my mother. I'm standing for my grandmother. I'm standing for my great grandmother who never had the option to choose herself. I am the bridge, and so are you. So let me ask you this. Who are the ancestors guiding you right now? Who are the ancestor that's guiding you right now? I want you to close your eyes for a second, and I want you to take a deep breath in, and I want to ask yourself who is with me? Who is with me? You might see a face you might hear a name, you might feel a presence, you might have a smell that you smell trusted. Because here's the truth. You didn't just randomly end up here. You were chosen. You have a divine assignment and. You were marked. And the number nine, the number nine is about completion. It's about finishing what others started. It's about wisdom, mhm. It's about love. It's about understanding that your pain has purpose, that your struggle has meaning, and that your journey is sacred. So now I want you to repeat after me, I honor my lineage, I break generational cycles, and I am the bridge, and I want you to say it one more time, and I want you to put some power in it. And I want to put some I honor my lineage, I break generational cycles, and I am the bridge. And I know I'm probably saying lineages and lineage wrong with lineages. That's that's what I get. But you all know what I'm talking about, all right, beautiful people, all right, So let's do this. Let's take a quick breaking and when we come back, we're gonna go deep dive into another soul contracting purpose. All right, it's your gurd do you got it now? Many Banks here all of the season of Ceph Love podcasts It might. Be right Back. Washington wells into two focuses on healing. Always for me, if I look good, then I feel good. 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So Khanika, she shared something on Wednesday, Dad, I can't stop thinking about. It's when she said that her daughter, that her daughter made a soul contract with her be four birds, with an agreement that said, if you're wasting your life, I'll wake you up. I'll do whatever it takes. And when her daughter passed away as a stillborn, Kinka was devastated. But when she assessed the acastic records, that mystical library that holds the story of all of our souls, she realized that it wasn't a tragedy. There was actually a divine intervention. It was her daughter keeping her promise. Now some of you might think, now you owe me, this is too much, this is too spiritual, that's too spiritual. I don't know if I believe that, And that's okay, you don't have to believe it. But what I am asking you is to be open to the possibility that maybe, just maybe, there is more to your pain than you think. What if your struggles weren't random, what if they were purposeful? What if the breakup that broke your heart was actually redirecting you towards your destiny. What if the job that you lost last week was making space for something better. What if the illness that you're healing from was your soul's way of saying, slow down, listen, wake up. Well, let me share my own experience yet again. And this is just one that I'm sharing with you. I have meaning many more, but I want to share this with you because this is so open right now. This is just what just happened when I had When I made the decision to get to remove my breast implants, I thought it was just about my physical health. I was dealing with breast implant illness, my fatigued brain, fig pain, vertigo, headaches, shooting pains all through my body. But I remember when I went through the surgery, in the recovery, I realized that it was so much deeper than that. It wasn't just about me removing the silicons. It was about me moving the mask that I've been wearing. I can say it for over twenty years, but truly majority of my life. It's about reclaiming my voice, my body, my truth. And as I was writing that music for that album, this album that you're going to be listening to. I had the revelation that this has always been the plan. It has always been a plan. When I tell you, God had to shut down my computer so I can turn on my music. God had to take away what I thought I was supposed to be doing so I can remember the gift that I had forgotten. That's the baling tineing, that's the sole contract. So let me ask you this, what did you agree to before you came here? Now, this is where I want you to grab your journal or even open up your notes and appen. I want you to write down this prompt, what did I agree to before I came here? And what is my sole purpose in this lifetime? And then I want you to just write. Don't think, don't edit, don't judge, just write whatever comes up. Maybe it's a word, maybe it's a feeling, maybe it's a memory, but just trust it. Because this is the difference between ego driven goals and soul aligned purpose. Because ego driven goals are about what the world wants from you. They're about money, status, validation, approval. I know because I've been there, And what soul aligned purpose it's about is what your soul came here to do. It's about service, it's about healing, it's about love. And when you're living in your soul aligned purpose, everything flows, doors open, secreticity happens, and you feel alive. But when you're living in that ego driven goals, you burn out. You feel empty, you feel like there is something missing. I know because I've lived it. I've lived it for years. I chased what I thought was. I was supposed to want the career, the body, the image. But I wasn't happy. I said, I was actually searching outside of myself for happiness. I was searching outside of myself for love. I was miserable. And it wasn't until I surrendered, until I said, God, I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I'm doing, but I trust you that everything shifted. That is when everything shifted. And I want you to remind you something. Kunika says something so beautiful on last wend. She said that you have a direct you have a direct channel to the divine. You don't need anyone else to assess God that you are the divine child we all are, and that's the truth. You don't need a priest, You don't need a good guru, You don't need permission. You have direct access to the source, to God, to the universe, or whatever you call it. All you have to do is ask. So right now, I want you to take a breath, and I want to ask you well, but yeah, I want you to ask yourself, and I want you to ask God. I want you to sit in it. I want to just sit quietly for a moment, and I want you to close y'all, close your eyes for a moment, and I want you to take a deep breath in all right, readout. The first question is what is my purpose? And I want you to send it for a moment and what did I come here to do? And then listen to it. The answer might not come right away, but trust that is coming. Trust that it's coming. Now. I want to share with you all a song with you that I don't want to say. It changed my life when I wrote it, But what it did was it just confirmed a lot of things that were happening for me in the past five years. When I wrote this song. I wrote this song, it's about three am in the morning, and they were downloads that was coming. But at that time I didn't even know that they were downloads. I didn't even know understand what was happening to me. And in this moment, this is where the whole world was shut down. The whole world was shut down, and before I knew it, as these downloads were coming, and I remember, it was like a movie. And I believe I shared this with you all before that. It was like I saw my whole entire life and I saw meaning for everything that happened in my life, whether it was good or bad. I saw the reason why, and I understood why I was sitting in that bedroom. In that moment, I understood it all. I understood it all. So when writing this song, I was like, oh my God, like. This is it. But it's like I had to take for me to create this album, the soundtrack to the Rebirth, I had to take y'all back five years from now. I had to take you back to twenty twenty because it was so chaotic then. That is when the entire world shut down. We've never seen that before, never, never, And that was the time. That was truly the time that you were supposed to go inside. That was where you were supposed to be get your deepest, your deepest healing from that was your connection with God, because remember God is within all of us, and that was the moment in time that everything on the outside should have been shut off, and that's when we should have been within. I remember I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing with your strange things. I felt like I was seeing shadows, I was seeing reflections everything, asking myself, what is this? Was that me? Was that for me? Is this a lesson? And then I went back and I thought about, I guess it's probably five years before that sitting in my closet. Is that what that is? Is that what that closet, you know, me going into my prayer closet, is that what it was telling me? You know? During that time it was so it was so profound because there was sickness all around. But for me, during that sickness, during that shutdown, that is when things became more clear for me. That is when clarity happened for me. Because when you are going through that healing process, when you are searching for that self love, when you are searching for your authentic self, that experience that I just described to you, it hit differently. It hits differently. To remember, not too long ago in this conversation that I was saying about, maybe you lost your job and it's a better one, something else, opening up something else for you. I remember when my mom first got diagnosed with dimension, and I truly, both of us, all of us, thought it could definitely be the end of the world, because when we were looking at this, we were looking at this from from the lens of other people. We were looking from the lens of what we've seen that was on social media, what we've seen in books or movies or stuff like that, and so we didn't know how that would look for us. And I knew that my elf in my mom, that we had some healing to do within one another. But I also knew I needed to do some abandonment healing for myself, you know, towards my mother. And I want to be really honest with you. In the beginning it was hard. But now, oh my god, and it's gonna sound crazy, but I believe this was a gift to us because it taught me so many things. That taught me about patience, It taught me about compassion, It taught me about empathy, It taught me about grace, It taught me about looking at things from a different perspective. It taught me about living in the presence right now and just understanding what it means to take care of one's heart. And what I mean was that is take care of another one's heart and understanding that their heart is safe with you. And I learned that from my mom. I see her now, I see a version of my mom that I probably would have never seen before if it wasn't for this dimension. So I'm able to see her multifaceted. I'm able to see her multi dimensional. I'm able to see size of her that she wouldn't have never showed me because of ego, driven because of pride. Does that make sense? So when I say that in the beginning about our pain being purposeful, yes, yes. So when you start to think that way and you start to feel that way, that is when you start to see through the noise. That is when you start to see the truth and then the truth. Is this the greatest gift that you've been searching for? Y'all hear me when I say this, the greatest gift that you've been searching for. It's always been you. It's always been you. It's been your greatest strength. It's always been you, the love that you've been waiting for, It's always been you. When you spend so much time looking outside of ourselves for answers, for validation, for permission to be who we are, but the power has always been inside of us. So when you listen to this song, I want you to ask yourself, what gifts have I been ignoring? Where have I been looking outside of myself for answers? I write, my beautiful people, here is It's always than you? Mm hmm. It's three am in the morning. The world is about to shut down. It's been hell for me to sleep. As my mind is strange, things start. To arise in my life, shadows. I've never seen reflections that flash in my life in front of my own questioning myself, was that me? Was that for me? Who is that? The latest? Is that? One my time in my class, it was trying to tell me sickness all around me? But I had to see this the most clarity I've ever had experience. Is it differently when you're going through a healing process, when you're searching for yourself love, searching for your authentic self is what God has intended for all of us. Now I see through it all. The greatest of me is always been me? Is that awake up and. So always then your greatest skilled, your greatest stress. Is all in love. Because okay, so let's go for it. What am I to do? Transform from the inside out here that little one. That has protected you all these years. I changed my life WHENNA change my paradigm. Understanding that surrendering doesn't mean giving up. It means a loud and spirit God to leaders, trusting the path that you walked and bracing our journey. Experience. Is it differently when you're going through a healing process, when you're searching for your self love, searching for your authentic self is what God doesn't send it for all of us? Now see do it all? The greatest of me has always been me. It's time awake up and see M always great scar the greatest scir. This side the Father loves. Because h. Mm hmmm, breathe. All right? What came up for you? And did you feel it? The recognition that remembering what came up for you? It's always been you, not your job, not your relationship, not your bank account, not your body. For you, the real you, the authentic you, the divine you, and here's what I've learned. When you change your paradigm, you change your life. When I stopped looking outside of myself for validation and started looking within, everything shifted. I healed that little girl inside of me who had been protecting me all of these years, the one who learned to perform instead of being herself, the one who learned to silence her voice, to keep silence. And I told her, thank you, but I got this now, so you can rest. And that's what this song is about. It's about transforming from the inside out. It's about understanding that surrendering doesn't mean giving up, means allowing spirit, allowing God to lead you. It means trusting the path that you've walked and embracing your journey. It's something that Kanika said that was so powerful. She said, whatever pattern that you have, whatever pain that you're experiencing, there's a deeper purpose to it. Know that that pain that you're going through, that there's something far more empowering, far more shinier that awaits you. And she's right. Your pain is not a punishment, but it's preparation. Your struggles are not set backs, but they are set ups, and your journey is not random, it's divine. So I want you to stop looking outside of yourself for the answers. The answers are already inside of you. Your greatest gift is you. You, your greatest strength, it's you. Your greatest love is you. It's time to wake up and see that it's time to fall in love with yourself because it has always been you. It's always been you. All write my beautiful people. Well, we're coming to the close of today's episode, but before we go, I want to tie this all together, all right, you know, so Khanika, she taught us that we have a soul contracts right, and we have agreements we've made before we even came here. And sometimes our pain is actual our purpose trying to get our attention. And in the songs of Divine nine, it taught me that I am not just here randomly, that I am marked, that I am chosen, that I have a divine assignment, and it's always been you. It's reminding me that the power has always I've been searching for, has always been inside of me. So now the question is what's your divine assignment? What patterns keep showing up in your life, what ancestors are guiding you. What gifts have you've been ignoring? These are the questions that I want you to sit with this week. Now before I go, I want to remind you that this week, October seventeenth through to twenty third is Men Breast Cancer Awareness Week, and yes, men get breast cancer too, and we need to talk about it. Over at assniaomi dot com. Brittany Gap, we are having a powered conversation this week about it, so make sure that you guys tune into Thursday sxpm Pacific Center this time. And we're still raising money for our Body Love and Hope United fundraiser. Our goal is one thousand dollars for Breast Cancer Awareness Month. You can donate it at ax naomi dot com and I'm gonna spell it for you. That's a s k n y O in my dot com and every dollar counts, y'all, So let's show up for each other. And also, if you haven't downloaded the full soundtrack to the Rebirth album yet, it's available for free all the tracks, the gifts, you can straight go to ax Naomi again x Naomi dot com slash music and it's right there. And again, this is my gift to you, and don't forget to grab the Nope. I don't have that yet, so I'm reading my notes from that. But before I go, I want to leave you with this. You are not here by accident. You are not a mistake, and you are not broken. You are divine. You are divine, You are chosen, and you are exactly where you need to be. Trust your divine assignment. Please repeat after me. I trust my divine a sign and I am exactly where I need to be. All right, now, beautiful people, we're going to do a last close out meditation sestor. So if you all can just close your eyes one last time, all right, I want you to breathe in and breathe out now. This time, when you breathe in, I want you to breathe in purpose and breathe out doubt. I want you to breathe in divine timing. Now, I want you to breathe out fear. I want you to breathe in ancestral wisdom and breathe out confusion. I want you to feel them, your ancestors. They are cheering for you. Your future self is grateful for the choices that you are making today. The divine nine you are completion. You are wisdom, You are love. Take one more final, deeper thin. And when you are ready, open your eyes. All right, Welcome back to my beautiful people. All right, So until next time, You're beautiful soul. Keep choosing you, keep choosing love, keep stepping into your truth. This is Naomi Bank saying you've been listening to the Season and Self Love. Happy Monday, and I see y'all on Wednesday. Have an amazing day. Thank you so much for joining me today on this journey of intentional healing. I hope that this conversation has filled your cup and reminded you of the beautiful and worthy person that you are. I want you to remember healing isn't about rushing. It's about showing up for yourself with love and intention, one day at a time. So I'll see you back here Monday and Wednesday for another episode of the Season of Healing Intentionally right here on the Season of Self Love podcast. So until then, keep choosing you and visit us at the Season of Self Love podcast dot com for show notes and resources, and remember to connect with me on Instagram at the real Naomi Banks. This has been brought to you by Acts Naomi and elevated me self discovery because your healing matters. You are loved, you are worthy, and you are exactly where you need to be. Take care of